Sunday, July 22, 2012

The Rain, The Mountain, and The Sewing Man

I am constantly impressed with the passage of time.  I feel like I am grasping at wisps of life as they scatter past me, trying desperately not to let the important memories escape my capture.  We are so blessed to live!


Last night there was a torrential rain; all of Beijing climbed inside shelters and waited for the beautiful morning that would surely come.  But you all know me!  I put on my shoes and rain coat, grabbed Ian (my room-mate) and headed out into the rain.  There is, of course, that super cliché saying, "you only live once," but for me I think Steve Jobs expressed this thought more exactly:

"Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything -- all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure -- these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart."

So we went out in the rain...and it was so fun! A Chinese girl curled up under an umbrella stopped briefly to say in her broken English, "you are so cool!"  I hope you like the pictures; I thoroughly enjoyed the rain.
We decided to go play in the rain
We decided to go play in the rain2
the beautiful lights in the rain
The overflowing sewer
This is a major street... in the rain
Chinese Characters

Ian in the storm

a main street next to campus

Ian sliding in the rain

me playing in the storm

me running and sliding in the storm

minivan driving down the flooded streets 

playing in the rain

river or road? 

running down a flooded street


I climbed another mountain.  There have been a few of those over the last months--you should see my quads!!  Today was the perfect day to go because the sky was a deep blue allowing the entire city of Beijing to unfold below us.  Its a huge city--and I will miss it.

While climbing the mountain today (it was called the "Fragrant Hills" west of Beijing) I was struck with the idea of the "Mountain of the Lord," which, as you know, plays a key roll in our understanding of God and His house.  The Chinese are almost obsessed with mountains and the idea that a person's journey to the top is important to his life experience.  Thats why they have all those stairs.  I started wondering today about my personal mountain---the Lord's Mountain--and where I am in my journey.  I'm on the China stair case now, and glad for climb.  "I do not know what lies ahead of you," Elder Maxwell said in his last General Conference address, "...but my advice would be to fasten your seat belts and hold on firmly to your principles!"  The view from the top was fantastic.

Tibet is closed, and I am sad about it.  It doesn't make sense to people like us, born and raised in a land of liberty.  "Tibet is closed." That's like saying, "Sorry folks, Montana is closed for now.  No visiting until next year."  Except Tibet is more like the size of Texas and has the tallest mountain range in the world running it.  This is China though, and the political turmoil in the region has prompted the government to close the gates; even the Chinese are prohibited from entering.  So we are going to Yunnan!

"Yunnan" you say, "where is that?"  I'll tell you:  I don't know.  At least I didn't know until I looked it up on a big map of China.  Yunnan is just to the east and south of Tibet and nearly the southern most region of the country.  The south part is semi-tropical and there are monkeys; the north part has a plateau that is over 9,000 ft above sea level with mountain peaks that have yet to be summited.  6 Japanese climbers tried one last year: they were found dead the next spring.  Supposedly we are going to "Shangri La,"--a sort of Garden of Eden in China.  We are also headed to the Tiger Leaping Gorge--a canyon housing the Yangtze river that is so thin (according to legend) that a tiger can leap across it.  So am I excited?  I am completely thrilled.  I'm sorry to Elizabeth's boys though.  I will not be able to bring a rock back from Everest.  I will, however, bring a rock back from the Garden of Eden in China!

Finally, I took a walk a few days back down a Chinese market street.  My backpack was tearing along one of the seams and I wanted to find someone to fix it for me.  I found a man on a short three legged stool sitting in the street with a hand operated sewing machine.  He looked up and me and I mumbled something off in Chinese that he understood clearly, but he still corrected my grammar!  Then, for about 75 American cents he sewed up my backpack with one hand and turned the wheel with the other.  He wished me to "go slowly on my journey"--as the Chinese always do, and I and thanked him the best way I know how.  非常感谢您啊! I think America could do with a few more people like the sewing man.

From the China's rain, to the Fragrant Hills, to the man on the stool--If there is anything I want to say here, it is to please remember how merciful the Lord has been.  He truly has been merciful to me.

Love to all.

More Just Pictures

Chinese market
Chinese people love taking pictures with blonde people, it happens all the time.

A few of us at a military museum

me and some Chinese tanks

super cute little girl2 
super cute little girl on the subway

Beijing skyline1

Beijing Skyline2 
Beijing Skyline3

Marco Polo Bridge

Now if I can just find the wire that goes to my house...

old stone streets from 700 years ago

yangtze river (its huge)

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Normalizing


The monsoon season has arrived in China; the rain comes down in sheets, washing clean both the ground and the air.  The morning after a rain, Beijing is reborn. Hundreds of thousands of Chinese take to the streets to walk, laugh, and live for a moment in the clarity of pure sunlight.  I love those mornings too.  I know there are places in China where clean, crisp air is the norm, but Beijing, Shanghai, and the eastern populations centers are not among them.  We take clean air for granted in the US.  Next time you go outside, take a deep clean breath of American air--then thank God for America.  I do, more and more each passing day.

I am now entering the last month of this amazing summer; I can't believe it has passed so quickly.  There have been ups and downs--summits with fantastic views, long frustrating plateaus, and deep dark gorges of despair.  I have experienced all of these here in China and I think I am not alone.  With a foreign culture like China, you have this moment where you think everything is fantastic!  Even the scorpions taste good!  Eventually, however, the novelty of chopsticks and two dollar lunches wears off and all you see are the over crowded subways, dirty streets, and strange sounding Chinese people.  I call this period the "Everything American" period because all you want to do is find the American international stores, buy peanut butter, and make a freak'n sandwich.  For me, it was only a couple of days, some of my classmates never escaped and still can't say a nice thing about China or the Chinese.

Not me.  I've finally normalized and find China to be intensely interesting.  There is so much raw potential here.  It doesn't feel like the states where I feel like we are maximizing a least a portion of our national potential.  In China there are literally hundreds of millions of people moving up the ranks of society--working to make something of themselves--but just can't for some reason of another.  What would happen if that potential was released?

We went to Shanghai, its been a while since I've recorded my experiences.  Shanghai was like New York--a lot like New York--just a little bigger.  It is heavily influenced by western culture and was really built by the West--hence the New York feel.  Its beautiful at night.  You look across a branch of the Yangtze River into down-town and its pretty fantastic.

From Shanghai we went to Suzhou, China's Venice...just older...and more people.  It was pretty cool to walk along the grand canal and watch the private barges move along the current-less water.  I had a moment of clarity watching one barge meander past me.  There was a clothes line stretched across the back of the boat and the captain had no shirt on.  Then I noticed it was a little family on the boat: A Dad, Mom, and a little boy.  They obviously lived on the boat--moving up and down the ancient canal day after day.  The grand canal was built in 700 AD from Guangzhou all the way to Xinjiang...then later to Beijing.  Thats like a canal connecting Florida and DC, built 1300 years ago.  Anyway, my moment of clarity is hard to explain, but it has something to do with living authentically and learning to love the life we've been blessed with.  As some of my classmates murmured incessantly about the heat and discomfort of our trip, I wiped the sweat from my forehead and wished I was on that barge headed for Tianjin.  Who was that man and his little family headed north?  What did he think about communism and democracy, capitalism and liberty?  Surely he has an opinion, but on that hot summer day--he just drove his boat and his family north.  I don't think you will understand my meaning here: it is something of a feeling rather than a concrete concept.    
the family barge

the family barge 2


We're back in Beijing now.  We moved up north to Beijing Normal University.  Yes, that is the name of the school.  There are no errors in the name.  In fact there are lots of "Normal" universities in China.  There is something lost in translation there that I can't quite get a grip on.  No one would go to Phoenix Normal University.  It would be too....normal.

Soon we will be headed to Tibet.  I'm so excited I can hardly stand it.  We're going to the base of Mt. Everest, riding a night train across the entire country, and even seeing the capital of Tibet and Tibetan Buddhism.  One of the teachers, Dr. Jones, grew up in India and Pakistan--near the border of Tibet.  He is Evangelical Christian and one of the smartest men I have ever met.  I talked to him a lot about Christianity, my own faith, and the history of the East.  I am evermore convinced that God loves all of his children, and is working now to bring truth to the billions who wait.

Whatever I see in Tibet, it will probably be the most un-normal experience I have ever had.

Keep the Faith

Pictures Only

summer of the dragon

China pride

cool pic

endless apartments

lamp

train station1

train station2
train station3
morning countryside

China's Venice
canal5
canal2
canal3

canal4


canal building

me in suzhou

shanghai building

shanghai skyline
my friend the tour guide

shanghai building2

skyline2 


venice2
venice4
venice3